Hard things.

Sometimes i call home and they dont answer. Rewind 5 years and i would have loved that they did not answer, that means i just bought myself another hour out on the town. And now...Completely different. What could my family possibly be doing that they can not answer their phone/s?!

I think the worst part about living out of state from my family is that they are all growing up without me. It wasn't as bad when we were in Eagar because I got to know Ray's family better and make them my family too but now that we are out in Mesa on our own it's just different! Like, I can't comprehend that Joel and Justin will be 12 this year. And that Jeremy and Hunter will be graduated this year! I can remember when Jeremy was four and he used to choreography dances with me. ;) And now he is all grown up. It's just too scary and i feel sorry for everyone that is older than me and has to watch me grow up too! (haha). It just makes me feel like I wish I could have realized those 5 years ago that family is really all you got and I would have spent a little more time playing board games with them on Sundays instead of locking myself in my room and sleeping all day.

Lesson Learned.

P.S. family, ANSWER YOUR PHONES.




On another note, things are good. Ray is applying for Tempe Police Department and he feels really good about this job. We are really hoping that it works out. :) So we can finally get his foot in the door. And I am working hard on getting my passport so we can travel sometime in our lives! (I've only procrastinated this 3 weeks.) And I am still addicted to PINTEREST and figuring out how to decorate our home.

What else is new...Valentine's Day was laid back like anways and we just went to eat at Native New Yorker and saw This Means War which was actually hilarious. We finally saw a movie we both enjoyed.

Thats about it.